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Shower	Apr. 11th, 2005 @ 10:30 pm

Auditory Aphasia

I've been pimping the shit out of those guys. Brilliant exp.

Double Pillo Polo tomorrow. Hopefully the dream team will remain united. I'm juiced. Hah, I said it.

Damnit, my hair's pissing me off. Hair cut tomorrow =)

Umm, I don't have much to bitch about.

Oh, right. That guy- There was this fucker in the hallway. He had this smirk and just seemed like a total womanizer. The way he presented himself or something. I wanted to punch him right in the fucking mouth. What an asshole. I dunno the guy or anything but I just thought he should taste my bleeding knuckles. Fucker.

I'm gunna go shower, hence the title.

=O

Mood:

Song: Auditory Aphasia - This One's For Osker

Work it out on the floor	Apr. 10th, 2005 @ 11:24 pm

Umm. Basically. I got stuck today at home. Waiting for my dad to call/my mom to call/stepbrother to leave/stepbrother to come back and then baby sit. So I basically sat down all day and fumed about how shitty my Epiphone is. Someday somebody's gunna make you wanna turn around and say goodbye. Until then, baby, are you gunna let them hold ya down and make ya cry. Cause don't ya know, things can change. Things'll go your way if you holllllllllld on for one more day, hollllllllllld on.

That was random. I'm gunna steal Hannah's quiz. In celebration for that guy being into her shit. Or her touching his penis.

Maybe a combo of both.

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: HE is mentally retarded and the others are like 5. (that's a subtle 'no')
2. Ran away: All the time, usually with my brother and we go around the block but sometimes to Borders.
3. Pictured your crush naked: You mean Hulia?(still in Brazil =/) Totally!
4. Skipped school: Yep.
5. Broken someone's heart: Dunno.
6. Been in love: Yeah.
7. Cried when someone died: Not yet.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: No cause I have a brain.
9. Broken a bone: More than I can count =)
10. Done something embarrassing: Yep.
11. Lied: =) Yep =)
12. Cried in school: Yep =)
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: Coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: Make 7 Up yours.
15. Girls or Guys: Girls
16. Flowers or Candy: Neither
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: =O
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Red
19. Bitchy or Slutty: Bitchy...
20. Tall or Short: or
21. Pants or Shorts: Well, they're both good as long as they "cover down there" hahahaha
22. Night or Day: Night
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Eyes/Hair
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: Me no esta slow dance. Actually- Me no esta dance.
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: Like 10 mins ago.
27. Stepped outside: Little before that.
28. Had Sex: In my imagination? No comment.
ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: I don't really get this. I saw a movie with a porn scene in it once..that's kinda romantic, right?
30. Your Good Luck Charm: The flower boxers.
31. Person You Hate Most: I try not to hate anyone.
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: Being praised by others who I've never met.
33. On your desk: Interpol - Turn on the Bright Lights. Some notes. A bowl of crackers. My glasses.
34. Picture on your desktop: Hidden in Plain View
35. Color: Black/Red
36. Movie: Harold and Kumar, Anchorman
37. Artist or band: The Mars Volta, Hidden in Plain View, Action Action, Taking Back Sunday, Bright Eyes, Further Seems Forever, Jimmy Eat World, Interpol
38. Cars: None.
39. Ice Cream: Mint Chocolate Chip
41. Breakfast Food: Chocolate Chip Pancakes
WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: Nick "The Negro" Seranio
43. Makes You Smile: Julia, Jos'e, Jesus, fuck that- practically everyone.
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: Kasner. Represent.
45. Has A Crush On You: I dunno.
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Julia! keep that on the d/l though. ;)
47. Who Has It Easier?: Me.
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: Julia! keep that on the d/l though. ;)
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: Ha. That was funny.
50. Save AIM Conversations: Used to.
51. Save E-mails: Nope.
52. Forward Secret E-mails: Secret? Que?
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: Never. I'm always happy I'm myself and no one else.
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: ...Alright, yes but just for like an hour to see how it works.
55. Wear Cologne: Nope.
56. Kiss: =) Si. =)
57. Cuddle: =) Si. =)
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: Sadly.
EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: Him? No way, I'm not into midgets.
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: No.
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: No.
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: How bout at the same time. Okay, that was a joke.
63. Been Rejected: Yep.
64. Been In Love?: I didn't think so but I just realized recently yes.
65. Been In Lust? Yeah. But it was fake.
66. Used Someone?: Totally!
67. Been Used?: Totally!
68. Dumped Someone?: No.
69. Been Cheated On?: No.
70. Been Kissed?: Totally!
71. Done Something You Regret?: Totally!
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: Julia, other than that I've kept my distance. Other girls have cooties and what guy wants to touch another guy?
73. You Talked To?: Jesus
74. You Hugged?: Julia.
75. You Instant Messaged?: Talia
76. You Kissed?: Julia. This is getting repetitive.
77. You Yelled At?: My sister.
78. You Thought About?: Julia.
79. Who Text Messaged You?: =) <--that guy
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: No one. It's still in one piece.
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: Julia.
MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? I want to, just to piss off my mom. I have previously just to piss her off.
83. Have Tattoos?: Never.
84. Have Piercings?: No.
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: Julia!
86. Own A Webcam?: No.
87. Own A Thong?: Totally! ...alright that was another joke.
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: I just got on before I started this entry. So fuck you.
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: Yes.
90. Habla espanol?: Si.
91. Quack?: Quack.
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: Animal Crackers.
93. Smoke?: Nope.
94. Schizophrenic?: Probably.
95. Obsessive?: Yeah. I say either "cookies" or "boobies" way too much.
96. Compulsive?: Yeah. If I don't say either "cookies" or "boobies" often I throw a fit.
97. Obsessive compulsive?: Yeah.
98. Panic?: Never.
99. Anxiety?: Yeah.
100. Depressed?: Definitely not.

Time for chickens. That's right. Plural.

Mood:

Song: The Decemberists - July, July!

Drugs or Me?	Apr. 5th, 2005 @ 11:28 pm

Jesus, it is hard to start an entry.

Right- title. Jimmy Eat World - Drugs or Me. It's on Futures. Good- no, Great song. I didn't even really like it till when I played through all my music on sunday. Last night I looped it for like 2 hours. It totally relates to me and my brother/mom. Not so much my brother though. He's in college. My mom more so though. The only one in my family that makes a deal about her drinking is me...Steve said something to her once and my dad always tells me to talk to her. "You gotta talk to her Mike." Shows the type of balls he's got. Anyways. Nevermind, you don't care about my mom =). Listen to that song. Every line relates to me. "You promised, you promised that you're done. But I can't tell you from the drugs." There ya go.

On a lighter note- I got some more stuff on that site. Exciting. No, that's not Julia and no I don't know her. Hulia. I'm in Mexico. Wait, mexico's in the northern hemisphere. I'm in Brazil. Hulia. Speaking of Hulia, she needs to get online instead of email because my email system is buggy. I can barely talk to you anymore cause my dad is a douche and plus our schedules suck so I never see you at school. (hint, hint). =) Be happy like that guy.

Check and check.

Oh, and about the dance- either go or you don't. Stop making a big deal of it.

Time for chickenz! (omg another z)

Mood:

Song: Hidden in Plain View - Top 5 Addictions

My Best Friend's A Butcher, He Has Sixteen Knives	Apr. 3rd, 2005 @ 11:06 pm

Damn, Interpol's good.

This just makes me wanna rhyme.

Right I puked in the parking lot last night cause of all the alcohol. Don't feel the need to give in-depth coverage on that bitch.

This is better.

Wow. That's how little's going on. I did 4 notecards and will just say that I planned on doing the others but my wrist got fucked up.

Alright, time for some chicken.

=O

Mood:

Song: Public Pervert - Interpol

» If Fish Could Scream the Ocean Would be Annoyingly Loud.

Other entries

Damnit, fucking stickykeys just got the best of that entry.

Synopsis- Mom = Buy Prints. Hannah = Got me a job. Jenny = Not wearing pants. Mars Volta = Music with Texture. MC Chris!

And that's as far as I got.

So last night... I ate some chicken....for dinner.

Oh right, after that. I went to the place with stuff and Julia. Who may be called Hulia depending if your north or south of the equator. So J--->H and H--->J. Or in Britain Julianicus. Just a thought I had on her name.

I gave up on cooking after almost burning down the kitchen. Then I hung up on the fire chief.

Fuck this, time for chickenz.

O.O Did you see the "z" on that?! Man, that was insanez!!!

O.O ANOTHER!!!! WOW

=O
Apr. 2nd, 2005 @ 05:15 pm

» (No Subject)

Wow, I think this is telling me I should play guitar. Yeah, since Gregware's black and all he doesn't play guitar.... I saw him getting beat-up by Quincy. I was walking back from the nurse who was checking out my wrist when I walked right past the beginning of it. I heard a slam and turned around. They were grabbing each other's shirts, they both looked serious. I dunno why. ARRRG. I should have helped him. I think it was a combination of me helping him when I knew him and he was getting beat up so now didn't wanna feel like I had to protect him/embarass him and not knowing if they were joking or not. It's been really bothering me all day. Man, I was set up so perfectly to kick Quincy in the kidney/ribs. Him, kidney's better...make him piss blood for a week =) Man, I'm scared now. Maybe I didn't help him cause I was scared. Maybe I was scared of Quincy. Oh jesus. Just for the record the "Oh Jesus" was for the Blink 182 that came on the radio. Man, I hope I wasn't scared of Quincy cause that means I changed. Fuck that.

Anyway, DA accepted two or three new prints for the store making the count three or four. I submitted the cloud10 piece. Took me like literally 3-4 hours to fix that to fit the print. But that's worth it cause that's a good one. A friend pimped my site which was nice of him. Also a few nice comments that lightened the mood after realizing I only have about 40 sips left in my root beer. Another friend pimped my art in his AIM profile which linked me to the first possible client. Second being my mom who wants to buy cloud10 when it comes out. Sweet, this bitch is starting to take off.

Wrist is just a sprain. Good cause I didn't want my broken wrist record to look like "Lacrosse = 4, Hockey = 2, Bed = 1"...but then again that sounds like I broke my wrist fucking incredibly wildly. Wow, I'm gunna stop now.

Time for chicken. =O
Mar. 31st, 2005 @ 11:45 pm

» Pretty Pretty

Hahahahahahahaha!!! Tabs to Just Tonight by Jimmy Eat World.

For those of you who can't read that...it's really easy. That made my day.

Anyway, I've been teaching myself guitar again. I had been teaching myself Hidden in Plain View since I first heard Ashes, Ashes but today a glorious moment changed the way I thought about music, no, even life! Well, maybe not but whatever. I was talking to Andrew Gregware on my bus who lives about half a mile away from me so I used to walk to his house a lot and play guitar together in his garage with Tucker Rothman. Right, can you imagine walking 15 mins in the snow with a guitar and a tube amp? It's fun. So, we'd be in his freezing garage which can't even fit a car without all that crap in there. So we're sitting on pool cleaning tools and random sports bags and since we couldn't decide who got the only chair, the radio got the chair. We spent most of our time standing up anyway. Yeah, we were REALLY bad. I had been playing guitar for about 2 years at that time and was trying to teach Gregware while restraining Tucker from beating it. So, we finally did get to learn all of Jimmy Eat World - The Middle. Then something happened and I don't remember what but we just stopped hanging out. Wow, that ending kinda sucked. So, me and gregware are here reminising about all this and then I decided I wanna play again. But he's black now so no jams with Gregware anymore. Wow, another bad ending.

Anyway. I just got a job.
bebop kid ff: RyDeOrDie1190: that artist for the self portraits in your profile
RyDeOrDie1190: his prints cost money, but if i just wanted a jpg or something from him
RyDeOrDie1190: would that still cost money?
bebop kid ff: bebop kid ff: Umm you have to talk to him yourself.
Pikshure Meh: I should probably still charge something.
bebop kid ff: yo
Pikshure Meh: cause then I'm giving high res full access art out for his doing
bebop kid ff: gimme a piece of yours
bebop kid ff: i wanna show him
bebop kid ff: gimme the dylan one or kari
Pikshure Meh: kari?
Pikshure Meh: oh karla
Pikshure Meh: uploading lol
Pikshure Meh: http://img85.exs.cx/img85/786/cloud10converted3sx.jpg
bebop kid ff: hes amazed :D
bebop kid ff: hehe
Pikshure Meh: ka-ching

Now I'm gunna talk to him about doing a commision.

Prints anyone?
Yeah, store's officially open now. So that's why I don't have any art up. I'm slowing re-finishing them to fit the print format.

Time for chicken. =O
Mar. 30th, 2005 @ 10:55 pm

» The Type of Dinner that you Eat

Right, I can't find where you adjust the fucking DPI in Illustrator CS. Man, that's annoying. Trying to go through all my shit on that site and touch them up for printing-needs. From what I gathered it also wants a 6000x9000 px res picture... Right. My computer's over here shitting itself while DA laughs at me. Gah, now I only got one sample piece up. Man, this sucks.

I don't even know what the fuck I'm doing right now.

Apparently I got a prints account.

If you're bored and have money hanging out your ass, go ahead and buy one of those when I get it all setup which I'm hoping to do tonight. Wait nevermind. Photoshop's being a bitch and not existing.

Anyway. I could go for a burger.

Time for chicken.
Mar. 29th, 2005 @ 11:15 pm

» Shaman's Witch's Magic

I actually did all my work. I did all 10....9...8.5 notecards for i-search but that's a start, right? Well actually drop that, I'm not doing 1.5 more, that's the end. Well. I also didn't read Secret Life of Bees but I don't have to get a synopsis from Feldman till thursday. I mean read it. Till thursday. That synopsis thing was a joke, I wouldn't do that.

Anyways. Capt. All-freshman lunches are nice. The testing isn't too bad. I just don't like school. Actually, I take that back. School just sucks less. My dad's being a real dick about phase 5 recommendation. So much of a dick where he may make me be phase 5 all year next year. He's constantly reminding me to not become like my oldest brother who if you didn't know is less than a stellar role model for me and my siblings. He also did what we call at my house a "free room cleaning" today. Of course, checking for drugs. Hah. Dumb bitch. Hahahahaha. Hah. Graduation will just be that much better. He did however find some "suggestive" pictures I drew in like 7th grade. Right, he looked through my archives of drawings lol. It's crazy but sometimes I wonder what it'd be like with a father that I hear so much about. You know the one that isn't looking for a loaded semi-automatic in your room. Whatever.

By the way, Julia, you're coming back 2 weeks from now or from last week? I like from last week =P

I can't sleep at all. I'll just do more work on that wallpaper. Need something really decent to put as sample when I get the site up. I told a bunch of people but I want to land 2-3 jobs quick to break some money for The Bamboozle. The thing is I'd have to go with my dad and that'd be after paying him for gas. Well, my bro could drive me but he wouldn't.

Anyway- Here's some stuff.
Joe
Rob
Chris

Time for Chicken.
Mar. 28th, 2005 @ 11:18 pm

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» Sleep Procrastination

I'm too bored to sleep. I don't think that makes sense. But if it did...then I am.

I'm supposed to be finishing this wallpaper size Hidden in Plain View vector but, I've spent 12 hours on Joe, Rob and almost all of Chris so far. That means I'm looking at 13+ more hours of work which surprisingly does not excite me. Yeah, a bunch of people I don't really know I guess found me through that place literally demanded me to make shit fit atleast 1280x1024px resolution moniters. That means I will because he isn't holding up his side of the deal yet. That means I have time. About 25 hours of time. That number seems small in respect to amount of time in a day but then you're like "oh shit, that means no breaks for eatting/sleeping in a day and an hour". Sweet.

The 4 day weekend kinda sucked. Not talking to Julia much =/ or the black kid really bored the shit out of me. Kasner went emo for a minute and a half until I played some Bright Eyes for him when he then decided he didn't want to be anymore. That and hearing about how Migs is gunna die tomorrow were the highlights of the weekend. Right, I had a really deep conversation with Lauren that kept me up till like 2-3 AM about how going off to college is gunna suck. Made me really depressed all of today. I mean, all of middle school I really dreamed of going to art college. I had known maybe 4-5 people who went, 2 to Full Sail, one to some west coast college and 1-2 others to AI...I only heard from the guy who dropped out after they went to college. It's really sad considering I only knew these people online and I never could even e-mail them again. Depressing.

Time for Chicken.
Mar. 27th, 2005 @ 11:38 pm

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» (No Subject)

I'm bored. I just actually saw Hitch last night cause my dad was like "You know what? I just took this 4 foot long pole out of my ass. Why don't you, your brother and some friends go out tonight." So we did. Jesus, Moot and myself spent like $50 at Chili's and I don't think Moot actually ate anything. Then I bought $62.97 worth of CDs but somehow I ended up only spending $3 myself... payback is sweet. But! After waiting 2 fucking hours in Borders as my CD stack grew higher, we saw Hitch. Wow. I didn't a movie could be so damn cheesy. They sure did pick their audience. Girls and Homosexuals. The girls symbolizing the chicks who threw popcorn at me the whole movie whenever I screa- spoke very audibly about how horrible the movie was. Kevin James was really good in it though. Oh yeah, the Homosexuals symbolized by my brother who said these words "Hey, whaddya want, Gay guy likes the gay movie." Right. I'm doing something right now.

But I'm gunna keep what that thing is classified.

Actually I'm listening to Bright Eyes - The Story is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground.

What if Mother Nature ate me?

List of CDs-
Bright Eyes - LIFTED or The Story is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground
Jimmy Eat World - Futures
Interpol - Turn on the Bright Lights(Finally got it yay)
Hidden in Plain View - Life in Dreaming
Hellogoodbye EP

Ohhh right, Moot hates emo kids so I decided to cry the whole movie and tell him about how I wanted to kill myself.

Time for chicken.
Mar. 26th, 2005 @ 10:54 am

» The Mars Volta Concert

My friend, Dylan(I call him Orca), also my cool band connection helped me spot out a Mars Volta concert. There is a good chance we'll be going down to Detroit together and possibly a few others for some cheapseats to a concert of one of the best bands ever. Atleast one of the most innovative bands. That sentence phrasing was probably fucked up. This'll cost quite a bit and I think I can convince my dad somehow to let me go down just for that one day. If you're at all interested, tell me and I'll see what we can do to work that shit out.

Time for Bright Eyes.
Mar. 22nd, 2005 @ 10:57 pm

» white v black

That negro and I have a little feud going on. That jamaican bastard thinks he can beat me out with his FinesseDesigns over my neversay graphics. We'll see. I guess that means I'll take any and all requests for vector illustrations/logo design/web visualization. I might as well make this formal for now.

For a vector illustration-
+E-mail me a pic - inbadtaste@gmail.com
+Direct connect a pic - Pikshure Meh
For a logo-
+E-mail me what you want basically - inbadtaste@gmail.com
+IM me what you want - Pikshure Meh

Anything else you should talk to me in person or on IM cause I'm less experienced everywhere else and will take longer.

Time for less boring stuff. Like chicken. I think that's maybe 4-5 nights in a row. I should probably do last week's notecards, I got like 4 left to do.

Right, I also may have worked out a deal with my dad where if I get all A's and a C in Latin he'll let me get a cell phone. Ka-freaking-ching. Let's riot Mr. Curtis' room cause he fucking sucks. wooo. Maybe bash him with birdie ball rackets. Or through I-Search research books at him. =) Irony.

Time for a riot.

oh right, I love my mommy.
Mar. 22nd, 2005 @ 08:17 pm